HOUSE PARTY THIS SATURDAY, APRIL 2 IN PILSEN...ask me for me details. EVERYONE IS WELCOMED!!

Cancelled this xanga, ask me for the new one....bye!

Currently Playing Goin Crazy By Natalie see related

How is it possible for a guy to get down on one knee and propose BUT never say the 3 words you gotta have before marriage? I seriously dont understand guys...I give up

I'm about to hit the shower. I got a long day ahead of me. Apparently I'm going to be working a lot of extra hours because we're really busy on the weekdays now...fuck. Gus will be gone in a few days so that leaves Chris, Aaron, and me working the whole week. I did tell Chris I'm leaving at the end of the month. There's no way I'm staying...not in this lifetime. I've done my time and I'll be FREE in a month.

I really like "Goin' Crazy" by Natalie. I heard it before but I couldnt figure out who sang it. Nice song but I can't relate...maybe in the future.

Who's the wise-ass that said I'm getting married? I know it has to be a prank. I've been getting calls and emails from DJs and bands for my "wedding." Hahaha me get married? No way...not for another few years at LEAST! I first gotta conquer my commitment phobia and then I'll see about that...till then, no thank you!

Well gtg...need to shower, run to campus, then run to work for a very long night...wish me luck!

Oh! I need to go shopping sometime soon. Who wants to come? I need to buy a spring wardrobe with lots of skirts and tops!

Currently Playing 39 Minutes of Bliss (In an Otherwise Meaningless World) By Caesars see related

How's everyone's weekend?

I spent Saturday and Sunday with the family. We had our traditional meal on Saturday then I went with Jon and ended up playing pool for a few hours. Man, I'm so bad sober lol. Spent the rest of the night with the family which was fun. Yes, I do love spending time with my family!

Sunday we all went to church for Easter mass then it was off to brunch @ Cheesecake Factory with the WHOLE family. We all then went to my uncle's where I took a nap before work....grrrr. I really wanted to stay and help my sis with the bunny cake but alas no go.

Work wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I found out a got a raise....FINALLY! Cheap-ass bitch...grrr. Not that it really matters. I'm leaving soon. I think Bry can hook me up with a job at B&N on Clark...which will be super-fantastic! Plus everyone I like hanging out with is leaving so why stay? Its a shame that after next month I'll probably lose touch with everyone at work. Sad thought...

Anyway, in other Kitty news: Ed and I are actually just friends now...yay! Although now that whenever I see "Everyone Loves Raymond" it reminds me of what it would be married to him. If you seen us back when we were together, you'll totally see it...lol. I'm actually totally enjoying being single, mostly because I have no interest in dating anyone. In other words, I dont have a crush on anyone...well, thats realistic lol.

Tonight, I'm going out with my boys for a lil drinking and whatnot. Hopefully I'll get to dance a little. And I promise I'll be a good girl...hehe. Let me take that back. If I'll try to be good, I wont...so I'll try to be as bad as I can tonight. Woohoo!

Man, I love college life!!! (minus the homework part lol) COLLEGE rocks!

I want to be back on vacation! I've barely been back for a whole day and I'm wishing I wasn't here at all.

I'm a lil depressed. I spent a week away from dealing from everyone's problems. I'm almost always the person they all come to. As much as I love trying to help and make things better, its so overwhelming.

I've come to the realization that some people are just hopelessy sad most of the time. Doesn't matter what positive things are going on, they always focus on the most negative things. Is it just me? I just dont seem to be geniunely sad most of the times. I get hurt and all but I move on and stop thinking about the "what if's" Is that wrong? Am I avoiding issues or just refuse to let things to get to me?

I just wish I could help more people. I feel so helpless just watching and/or hearing so many things happen to those I care about. Am I trying to take on too much? I just want to help....fuck! this is so complicated. A few people are on my nerves and I just dont know what to do with them.

Im tired of hearing half-truths. Why cant ppl be straight? I dont want to hear what you think I should hear and hope I get the underlining clues...its frustrating.

Dammit! I wanna go back on vacation...